I am so beyond happy that I don't have to go back to my "real" job until Thursday! Being a ministry momma is hard work as it is, but to juggle that with working outside the home is getting to be a lot. I know that the Lord has more for me than this! I know that He wants to be my ultimate provider and take care of my every need. I know that He wants me to be free to live the desires of my heart, but stepping out in that is such a struggle for me. I have a a hard time finding the balance between faith and wisdom. I would love to step out in "faith" and believe He's going to take care of my every need. Wisdom on the other hand seems to say that a guaranteed income and insurance that covers not only the hubby and I, but also my precious little who has definitely had use for it, is hard to walk away from. Lord, I need clarity and direction! I want provision for my family that far exceeds my wildest dreams. I want to be free to do ministry EXACTLY as I dream to do it! I want the ability to take care of my home and my little in the way only a momma can! Open the doors and pour out blessing upon blessing!
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